| Just before the beginning |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|05:28 pm] |
just before the beginning, when nobody called her nothing. those who came, snubbed their shoes, in her heart. dug it out and cut it up. those small little cut up pieces were boiled and left to shrivel in the morning sun. crows with beady eyes watched, malicious glint like rolling thunder. the little shreds of her heart were finally served on a silver platter, complete with a dash of pepper. piece by piece, they fed her. "is it delicious?" they asked. without a heart, she replied, "yes it is, very delicious." as her tears fell pitter patter, on the silver platter
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|01:32 am] |
I dont know how. Please. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|01:23 am] |
Just for a minute, Give me a chance, let me inside, Just for a minute, Let me prove i'd do things right Let down your guard, Show me your colours
Wishing. |
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| When you look at me i wish i was her |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|02:07 am] |
You say it's all in my head And the things I think just don't make sense So where you been then? Don't go all coy Don't turn it ?round on me like it's my fault See I can see that look in your eyes The one that shoots me each and every time
You grace me with your cold shoulder Whenever you look at me I wish I was her You shower me with words made of knives Whenever you look at me I wish I was her |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|02:01 am] |
Hello night sky with the moon out there. More adele lovin'.
I guess its time to stop crying and moping. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|01:47 am] |
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Even if i just wither away no one would even care. |
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| The winds of change blow wild and free |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|01:29 am] |
What Hunt did to Christina was so gracious and.. yeah.. I just need someone to run after me when i run away.
But i guess im just not worth it.
Nothing that i wouldnt do. Go to the ends of the earth for you, to make you feel my love. Whoever you are. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|10:07 pm] |
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love
Im home alone on a friday night listening to Adele again. : ) It feels strangely soothing though. Police sirens outside, the bustle of friday happenings, i hide in my strangely cold yet warm room :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|12:55 am] |
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Just needing someone to care. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 18th, 2009|01:12 am] |
I had to be willing to fall, and i fell. Right in my face and scraped it raw. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 17th, 2009|11:15 pm] |
I just want someone to like me for who i am, wholeheartedly. I've always been the back up plan.
Just number 2.
Maybe thats just how high i can reach. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:47 pm] |
"Its the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling."
Still waiting for that rainbow after the rainclouds go away.
I'll keep my face to the sunshine. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:29 pm] |
first there was someone who loved me, but gave up on me halfway for his girlfriend. then there was someone who loved me, but just not as much as he did to his ex-girlfriend.
we trip and we fall sometimes, but we've always got to bounce back.
i will find someone who love me wholeheartedly and with the highest priority one day. even if hes no where what i imagine him to be. all a girl needs is love. |
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| beautiful inside and out. |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:25 pm] |
i know i will find someone who thinks im beautiful inside and out. and treasures me, all my bad habits, all my down times, through thick and thin. it might not be easy, finding this someone, but i sure will try my best. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|09:54 pm] |
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I will find someone eventually, even if i die trying. |
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| Burning out |
[Nov. 14th, 2009|02:20 pm] |
Slowly i guess, the fire once started, is burning out.
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| Thanksgivin' |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|01:18 pm] |
Cant wait. Its almost the end of the year. Im thankful for everything that has came my way. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|05:21 pm] |
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A little part of me has died |
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